When I found myself in a seemingly insurmountable crisis in early 2022 while staying in Playa del Carmen in Mexico, a dear friend of mine made me aware of a practitioner of the QHHT past life regression technique. While normally it would have taken five weeks to receive an appointment for a session, the practitioner made herself available on her day off a few days later due to the urgency of my situation.
Together with a good friend I traveled from Playa del Carmen to Tepoztlán in central Mexico to attend the session. On April 5, 2022, I spent 7 hours altogether with the practitioner. At the end, through my higher self, I received the task to write a book in German language about the awakening process and how my life relates to this endeavor.
After returning to Paraguay in May 2022, I began writing my book ‘Erwachen’ which I was able to self-publish in Germany on August 29, 2022. With the very limited funds I had available, I was only able to undertake some minor marketing endeavors after its release.
As there were no sales to be achieved in this manner, I set out to translate my book into English from January to April of 2023 to become able to reach a broader audience in the US and other English-speaking countries. Once the translation had been completed, I researched potential publishers in the US and provided them with the required documents for a publishing proposal. This process proved to be an arduous task, and it took me until August of 2023 until my 5th proposal was ready for submission.
After sending this 5th proposal to Kallisti Publishing Inc., I received an almost instant reply, stating that the publisher would be interested in publishing my book. While these were exciting news, the offer included a financial participation on my behalf for the publication.
As I myself was not able to come up with the required amount at that time, I had to postpone entering into a publishing agreement with the publisher who had offered to release my book under his imprint ARIS Books.
When a friend got in touch with me in early October of 2023, I mentioned to her my predicament regarding the publication of the English version of my book. Very unexpectedly, she immediately offered to lend me the needed funds. I accepted her generous offer and on November 11, 2023, the publishing agreement was signed.
It then took from November of 2023 until June of 2024 to have everything ready to finally release my book. Along with this, my publisher set up my own homepage in early May of 2024, where he is posting my blog articles since then.
Only thanks to my publisher’s unwavering support have I managed to carry on writing articles and approaching other blog sites where I could be featured as guest writer. Regarding these guest blogging opportunities, I am most grateful to Wakeup-World where I have been accepted as guest writer since April of 2025.
Recently I learned about what nowadays is being achieved by using AI tools in writing content. And how ever more content creators take advantage of these tools and become enormously productive. According to my understanding, there is a great danger involved in using AI to produce any form of content. What becomes ever more lost is the special essence imbued in anything that authentically comes through a pure human endeavor. AI will appear to be more convincing, more pleasing, more inspiring than many human content creators. AI will soon be able to create a longing within us and then fulfill this same longing accordingly.
The world we live in has been directed and manipulated by hidden forces over many millennia. AI is the final tool that is used by these forces to reach their intended goal. Therefore, I see the urgent need to make sure that my voice and my endeavor to bring about our awakening will be strengthened and supported in its persistence.
My vision is to bring together likeminded people in an Awakening group and to create the prerequisites necessary to come together for an extended period of time. In this group, we will use all suitable techniques and methods at our disposal to pierce through the veil separating us from our divine origin. We will create a vibrational resonance among each other and with the beings from higher vibrational realms that surround us. Our main goal will be to remember who we are, where we came from, how we got here, who got us here, and how we will get out of here, how we can get back home. As I have often mentioned in my articles, this endeavor is not meant to be just for those participating in this group. It is the task we came here to accomplish for all of humanity and creation. God does not reside outside of us. We are aspects of God and we are and have always been one with all of creation. This reality is what we will bring back into our existence and awareness through our joint endeavor.
Our gateway home lies within our physical presence in this world. It is here and now that we need to support each other in such a way that one of us can open this door. Not somebody else somewhere sometimes, but someone amongst us now. Not in theory, and not during our next incarnation, and not by a new generation.
The same dear friend who made me aware of the QHHT practitioner in Mexico back in 2022 inspired me to envision a way in which our Awakening project and all that relates to it can become reality. In early 2025 the idea arose to carry the Awakening project into a week-long workshop with Dr. Joe Dispenza in Cancun, Mexico. While neither my book nor my articles may be able to compete with similar publications and endeavors, that doesn’t change what now needs to be accomplished. We can no longer afford to postpone or delay the process of taking our awakening into our own hands. Awakening is not a concept to be discussed. Awakening has not been achieved yet. If it had been achieved by now by anybody, we would be living in paradise today. Being awakened represents a state of beingness way beyond anything we can imagine with our limited perceptual capacities.
During the weeklong Dr. Joe retreats, a temporary community of a couple of thousand people gathers and creates a vibrational field in which the impossible becomes possible, where the uncommon becomes common, and where dreams and visions can become reality. I would like to take my vision and ideas in regards to our Awakening, and how to accomplish this Awakening, into such an environment and infuse it with the necessary energies to make it become a reality.
To make this come true I will have to find a way to raise the necessary funds enabling me to participate in one of the weeklong retreats with Dr. Joe in Cancun, Mexico. This is what I would like to put out to all visitors of my website. Should you relate to the idea and my vision of liberating us with our own creative power from the central control dictating our lives in this world, and to take our Awakening into our own hands, then I would like to ask for your support, your help, and your ideas. The first step would be to raise the funds and help me to attend a Dr. Joe workshop in Cancun. It would also be amazing should some of you be able to attend this workshop as well, as we could then energize this project together.
Please get in touch with me if you think you can be able to support me in any way.
Another idea I nurture is to create an Awakening workshop/retreat that would bring some from our Awakening community together. We would be forming a group that will develop the contents of these retreats and determine who will be teaching it. In this way, we can come closer to shaping our actual Awakening group. Should you know about potential places where we could accommodate such a retreat or have ideas about whom we could invite as teachers, please let me know as well.
All of this has always been intended to become a group endeavor. To truly elevate humanity out of the low vibrational realm it exists in right now, it will take a group to come together and support one another in becoming able to open oneself to the truth of what our current world is about. We need to devise ways that can heal the deep wounds that have been purposefully inflicted on humanity. These foundational injuries make us vulnerable and dependent, that is what they are meant to do. These injuries separate us and prevent us from undertaking and accomplishing what we came here to do.
The most wonderful experience you have had in your life so far represents not even a shadow of what your original state of bliss would be like. There is still time to define what exactly we want to achieve. An unlimited potential is just that, unlimited. As such there are no limits to what we can accomplish.
Once, it has been said: ‘The truth will set you free’. The truth is not to be assumed. The truth is not to be guessed. The truth must be known. This is what we must accomplish together. To know the truth and then to embody the truth.
In a future article I will endeavor to lay out my ideas of how we can begin to bring an Awakening project to life by developing and offering an Awakening retreat. The Awakening retreat could then become the blueprint for our Awakening group.
I am looking forward to learning about your ideas and thoughts.
Thank you for your support and for making it possible to bring the Awakening project to a Dr. Joe retreat in Cancun.